Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Happy Birthday Mama!!
I'm so sad that this years birthday I am unable to celebrate with you. How i wish to come home and celebrate this special day with you and the family but, I still cant pull myself up from those quarrels. If anyone of you would come and ask me when am I gonna go home? My answer is I dunno.
I'm still very upset and have a phobia in me. The phobia in seeing him gets deeper as years passed. I cried to sleep every night and was caught by hubby sometimes. He always asked me why am I crying and even thought that he provoked me as my answers are always nothing, no, good night. I really felt sorry for hubby as my temper is not very good recently. Just some small matters and I can start showing him my attitude and ends with tears on my face.
I really appreciated every single thing hubby had done for me such as tolerating my nonsense and trying his very best to support me financially, physically and mentally. He never fails to bring me out for a stroll or a movie just to make me laugh or feel better. He never complain a single time whenever I asked him to fetch me home from far far places.
Thanks a lot hubby, I love u so much. Its been a tough time these half a year but we also managed to overcome it. There are a lot more obstacles in front of us and I believe we could overcome everything TOGETHER.
I'm so sad that this years birthday I am unable to celebrate with you. How i wish to come home and celebrate this special day with you and the family but, I still cant pull myself up from those quarrels. If anyone of you would come and ask me when am I gonna go home? My answer is I dunno.
I'm still very upset and have a phobia in me. The phobia in seeing him gets deeper as years passed. I cried to sleep every night and was caught by hubby sometimes. He always asked me why am I crying and even thought that he provoked me as my answers are always nothing, no, good night. I really felt sorry for hubby as my temper is not very good recently. Just some small matters and I can start showing him my attitude and ends with tears on my face.
I really appreciated every single thing hubby had done for me such as tolerating my nonsense and trying his very best to support me financially, physically and mentally. He never fails to bring me out for a stroll or a movie just to make me laugh or feel better. He never complain a single time whenever I asked him to fetch me home from far far places.
Thanks a lot hubby, I love u so much. Its been a tough time these half a year but we also managed to overcome it. There are a lot more obstacles in front of us and I believe we could overcome everything TOGETHER.
how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
5:12 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
So many things happend just in a week. Quarrels and quarrels all over the same thing! I've shifted out and I'm temporary staying with my aunt/bf, I'm jobless and totally tired of my life.
I never expect this to happen on me, why would I felt so tired of my life? Suddenly, I cant see my future. I felt so useless, everything needs to rely on my family and bf.
That night was horrible, I was so afraid and being threatened. Never will anyone nor I believe that there was this kind of urge in me to jump down from my place. The window is so near yet so far. Mummy grab hold of me and pushing me into the room, I can see how frighten she was when I told her stop forcing me if not I'm gonna jump down from here.
You can say I'm crazy or anything you want, nobody really understand what I've been going through these few years. A happy-go-lucky girl? No I'm not! I do have many problems unsolved and I cant see who to approach to share my woes.
I never expect this to happen on me, why would I felt so tired of my life? Suddenly, I cant see my future. I felt so useless, everything needs to rely on my family and bf.
That night was horrible, I was so afraid and being threatened. Never will anyone nor I believe that there was this kind of urge in me to jump down from my place. The window is so near yet so far. Mummy grab hold of me and pushing me into the room, I can see how frighten she was when I told her stop forcing me if not I'm gonna jump down from here.
You can say I'm crazy or anything you want, nobody really understand what I've been going through these few years. A happy-go-lucky girl? No I'm not! I do have many problems unsolved and I cant see who to approach to share my woes.
how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
2:23 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
A saddening incident happened on 6thJune2009.
After a quarelling CANDICE jumped down from the 8th floor.. Before she die, witnesses(a group of young people) saw them quarreling at 85 market, and her BF even throw an unopen can of beer at her head.. then the group of young people came and help her.. she then stick to them.. during this time, she tried to avoid tat BASTARD BF.. but not long after, tat Bastard found her. he grabbed her hand and elbow lock her from the neck and pull although she resisted.. then finally pull her hair again and dragged her all the way to his house .. awhile later, the group of guy worried about her, went to search for her, soon after when they wanna gave up searching, they heard shouting from 1 of the blk upstair.. when they wanna go up to assist and save her, they saw her plunged from 8th storey.. Then after she died, tat BASTARD jus stay calm and just do nothing abt it.. AND WHEN SHE DIE, SHE WAS STILL BITING HER OWN TONGUE(which mean cannot R.I.P!) TAT BASTARD AARON can even lied about the whole incident to CANDICE BRO. when a group (not jus 1 person) saw everything.. Candice Goh Hui Yi died at such a young age most UNWILLINGLY.. this ain't so simple?
After a quarelling CANDICE jumped down from the 8th floor.. Before she die, witnesses(a group of young people) saw them quarreling at 85 market, and her BF even throw an unopen can of beer at her head.. then the group of young people came and help her.. she then stick to them.. during this time, she tried to avoid tat BASTARD BF.. but not long after, tat Bastard found her. he grabbed her hand and elbow lock her from the neck and pull although she resisted.. then finally pull her hair again and dragged her all the way to his house .. awhile later, the group of guy worried about her, went to search for her, soon after when they wanna gave up searching, they heard shouting from 1 of the blk upstair.. when they wanna go up to assist and save her, they saw her plunged from 8th storey.. Then after she died, tat BASTARD jus stay calm and just do nothing abt it.. AND WHEN SHE DIE, SHE WAS STILL BITING HER OWN TONGUE(which mean cannot R.I.P!) TAT BASTARD AARON can even lied about the whole incident to CANDICE BRO. when a group (not jus 1 person) saw everything.. Candice Goh Hui Yi died at such a young age most UNWILLINGLY.. this ain't so simple?
I DO NOT BELIEVE SHE WILL JUMP.
Those who know Candice well will know she would never and ever do such things..
*She loves to be pretty..
*so afraid of even the slightest pain..
*told some of her friends tat she'll never die for boyfiend.
*how is it possible she will end her life when:
*she's going for a holiday with her family the next day..
*found a new job starting work after her holiday..
*planned everything to live her life to the fullest
AND
*she never leave any suicide note
~AN EYE FOR AN EYE.
WAD GOESAROUNDCOMESAROUND.~
CANDICE'SLINK-http://profiles.friendster.com/candicelovesaaron
THAT SINNER AARON'S LINK
THANKS FOR READING AND DO PASS ON, LETTING EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT THIS TRAGIC INCIDENT.
she died too WRONGFULLY.
no one saw HIM push her over so lucky of him.
BUT, the truth will be out soon.
Above message was sent by Candice's older brother - Ken (Hubby's friend). This pretty young girl was 17 only! It is Ken's only sister. Went down to her funeral on Sunday with hubby along with his biker friends. If any of you had read "lian he wan bao" for the past 3 days, Candice news in the newspaper for the entire 3 days (7th June - 9th June). There is witness that saw Candice's Bf hitting her but NO witness saw him pushing her down! Well, hopefully the police will continue investigating and find envidence to prove tat this jerk pushed her down and give him a heavy sentence!!!!
Anyone who know her or seen her before, kindly join this group.
http://www.friendster.com/group/tabmain.php?gid=3023608
My Deepest Heartfelt Condolences To Ken and his family!
R.I.P Candice Goh Hui Yi
Anyone who know her or seen her before, kindly join this group.
http://www.friendster.com/group/tabmain.php?gid=3023608
My Deepest Heartfelt Condolences To Ken and his family!
R.I.P Candice Goh Hui Yi
how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
5:13 AM
Friday, June 5, 2009
Goodbye R6 and Welcome Xiao Hei!
how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
4:06 PM
