Happy Birthday Mama!!
I'm so sad that this years birthday I am unable to celebrate with you. How i wish to come home and celebrate this special day with you and the family but, I still cant pull myself up from those quarrels. If anyone of you would come and ask me when am I gonna go home? My answer is I dunno.

I'm still very upset and have a phobia in me. The phobia in seeing him gets deeper as years passed. I cried to sleep every night and was caught by hubby sometimes. He always asked me why am I crying and even thought that he provoked me as my answers are always nothing, no, good night. I really felt sorry for hubby as my temper is not very good recently. Just some small matters and I can start showing him my attitude and ends with tears on my face.

I really appreciated every single thing hubby had done for me such as tolerating my nonsense and trying his very best to support me financially, physically and mentally. He never fails to bring me out for a stroll or a movie just to make me laugh or feel better. He never complain a single time whenever I asked him to fetch me home from far far places.

Thanks a lot hubby, I love u so much. Its been a tough time these half a year but we also managed to overcome it. There are a lot more obstacles in front of us and I believe we could overcome everything TOGETHER.