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Saturday, June 20, 2009

So many things happend just in a week. Quarrels and quarrels all over the same thing! I've shifted out and I'm temporary staying with my aunt/bf, I'm jobless and totally tired of my life.

I never expect this to happen on me, why would I felt so tired of my life? Suddenly, I cant see my future. I felt so useless, everything needs to rely on my family and bf.

That night was horrible, I was so afraid and being threatened. Never will anyone nor I believe that there was this kind of urge in me to jump down from my place. The window is so near yet so far. Mummy grab hold of me and pushing me into the room, I can see how frighten she was when I told her stop forcing me if not I'm gonna jump down from here.

You can say I'm crazy or anything you want, nobody really understand what I've been going through these few years. A happy-go-lucky girl? No I'm not! I do have many problems unsolved and I cant see who to approach to share my woes.


how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
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