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Friday, October 23, 2009

Was out of town last weekend on 16 october till 18 october, headed to Genting along with my bro and his colleagues. It was suppose to be a getaway and a relax trip, yet it turns out to be horrible and I nearly find fault with his colleagues. They have no sense of direction, not cooperative, rude, always accusing that my bro was at fault and of cos, TIMID! Anyway, I would not continue elaborating.

Oh ya, I tried entering casino with my "chao lao" face and to my surprise, they asked for my identity card and of cos I was not allowed to enter. I'm actually very happy as recently I was been checked several times when Im buying cigarettes. Some seller even said I'm 16. And when I'm 16, people think I'm in my early 20s! That's totally ridiculous ya?

Guess many of my friends Are keen to know if I had given my bf another chance after this trip. Yes, I did. But I can't promise to love him like I've done in the past, I might not be even to trust him as much either. It really takes time to heal this broken heart. We've been quarreling almost daily for some issues and I dunno why, we can link all the way back to this topic again although i've told myself not to mention this again. I still dun get the assurance from him. Getting very sceptical over this.

hai.......

how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
4:28 AM


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Again, I was betrayed by the man I love the most.

He ruin everything, the trust and the love. After so long, he admitted that he misses that Bitch and still in contact with her.

Things will never be the same again. That's it.

I still can't bring myself to forgive him. What should I do?

how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
6:55 AM


Monday, October 5, 2009

Another post with no pictures again. Anyway, can view throughmy facebook accounts as all photos are updated recently.

Spend my wonderful weekends with family, Hubby and friends. Went over to ah keong's place on saturday afternoon. Congrates to him and his pretty wife! Hopefully a baby soon ya?

Then, headed over to temple to meet up with mummy and others to celebrate mooncake festival. And childish me played with lantern and snatched my precious light stick. Ops

Meet up with cas, ben and korbin at cas' Blk downstairs and headed to a nearby see-saw to play with candles. Then, came a naughty lil boy out of no where blowing off our candles. As usual, I love disturbing naughty kids! that's the only time u'll see me being a big bully and seeing cas so gentle and patient towards kids. Omg! Serene came over to meet us later while waiting for Jl.

Well, we end our night with supper at jackson place and headed home to our la la land.

alright, I know i've been complaining a lot in my blog about Hubby and his family members. We actually talked things out and I know he's always giving in to me yet I'm asking more. he was so worried bout me when I walked out from his place alone while he was sleeping and he couldn't contact me when he was awake. He search the entire shopping mall and flooding my phone till cas Mesg him, telling him I'm over at her place.

He bought me porridge as he was afraid I might not have eaten or I dun have money to buy food.... Etc...
I was really very touched at that point of time and I realise how important I was to him. He gave me that pathetic watery eyes makes me so guilty for hurting him unconsciously.

Since then, he treated me even better and still giving in to me always. A sentence that he always says: "u happy equals to I happy, It doesn't matters at all if I'm happy cos for seeing u happy is all I need." He gave me the assurance in life, the trust and ability in him and in this r/s.

The feelings is getting stronger and I know I need him in my life. Imagine that i've been wanting to stay over at his place recently w/o him asking. My mama even accepted this future son in law. Mama treats him good to the max till i'll get jealous sometimes.

Tell me how could I really bare to leave this harmless boy for others? Mmm...

how can i not ♥ you; ....when u're gone
5:21 AM